Learning of the day #20. Competing.

This has happened before as I was out of the Vipassana and moved to brother house and he was showing me his success in YouTube. Mind started competing and wishing they would fail.

Today he called and weakly the same pattern. Same with saymus child. A similar action is when I averse watching brothers video.

It is the part of conditioning, it is not everyone’s nature though, Lin doesn’t do it, brother don’t do it. And it is automatic trigger. It happed with J too. It doesn’t happens all the time.

The good part is I always acted with intellegence even though in my haed I was competing, in action I helped him, and saymus child.

The solution is to observe when this happens, knowing this is happening and then act like you care with compassion.

In long term as your ego will disolve and start to be stabilized in self, it will happen by itself.