lets get one thing very clear.

there is two way to live life. one is thoughtless pleasure oriented, muddy mirage. the promise is, If you don’t look at the rotten stinky wound. it will not hurt as much. an inattentively confused life is a constant pain. this is the worse possible way to live the life. but it is the easiest one also. eat fries, watch porn, do intellectual talks, waste it away. stuck, moving downward and utterly dissatisfactory…

than there is comparatively much harder way to live life, by choice. look into your own rottenness, accept it, work on it. constantly move forward. mold it design it. don’t get stuck. the promise here is freedom. and god knows what you will find along the way. but the one thing I am sure, there is an extreme satisfaction. you lived it minute by minute.

move beyond the things where you are stuck, make sure you know the answer of the current questions in your mind. know the current questions, don’t just go confused. don’t choose the easy path. show that you are willing. the worse is being confused without knowing the questions. knowing the questions makes it a curious game than just unknown discomforting pain. and trying to sooth it out with just somehow cultivating opposite feeling temporarily.

accept it all. after all you are the whole thing fear, pride, generosity. if you feel uncomfortable than ask the questions, don’t run away. don’t close yourself. don’t live the confused hell. know what you are searching. don’t give confusion a chance to create unnecessary conflict within. comeback home.