Lin or keep searching.

Lin has some great qualities and some not so great. there are conflicts. and based on these both kind of minds are being generated. paralysis is not an option.

First of all with Lin there is a strong resonance, we have been with each other for almost 2 years now, I know her till some degree, she knows me, we have been to different phases of relationship. and we survived in a way.

If I leave all things aside, fundamentally she is a good person and considerate of others and have no ego. similar social, economic background.

On a good side she is independent, no ego, considerate, simple, agreeable, have somewhat similar interest and personality. She gets happy for the right reasons. easily satisfied.

On the other side she is careless, has health issue, been to an abortion and keeps thing inside instead of discussing it.

Now other than her, I met many women I would never even think coming close to Ritika. then there are people like preksha where it won’t last. Even though I don’t know her. then other options like mini, I don’t think I want to take decision on that basis.

My desires are the distortions, everytime I see a beautiful women I will feel I made a wrong choice. I need to master myself in order to be with someone.

Finding a women a good women is not easy, especially someone you resonated with and have mutual direction but then relationships are not so easy.