LOD #53. The death of a pegion.

I was walking down the road and I noticed a pegion something was wrong and he could not fly or run. Helpless and his eyes were looking for help. I took a look feel a very strong sensation in my heart. But I have never touched the pegion so there was a repulsion of a sort at the same time. I kept walking away. A dog came and start pretty much eating that pegion. Some people stoped and maybe boo boo the dog. But I was out of sight.

It was heart to focus on the work after that and it felt meaningless, there is again disorienting sensations. At the moment it’s washed away.

There was self judgement and all that story afterward. What’s the point of learning all this if I don’t help him

When I saw that pegion I thought crossed my mind to somehow pushed it corner so it can survive. At the same time I have never touched the pegion so repulsion was very strong.

This repulsion is my heart practically running in different direction. It’s moving behind. Than I actually didn’t know what to do. If It was a man I could take him to the hospital. I can not even imagine holding it. But what if you did that you still walk hold and put it there. Where it can rest and proabably heal. How would you hold it. It was running around.

There are other things how would he live it is better to die than live like that, than I also thought about the brutality of nature.

But that’s not the point there was a sould crying for help, it would have cost me some serious trouble I could save it’s life, If I was willing to take some personal discomfort. And figure out some way.

I knew I did the wrong thing by walk away.

Next time if something like this happened and you see the some helpless creature, don’t be bystandard. Go on the level of discomfort, It would have saved a life, a small price to pay.

What would have happened I would touch something which doesn’t feel good. And I would have opposite side sensation, let it be.

That happened with dada also, you can’t just walk away like that, you need to stand up and help at your own discomfort if needed.

It was a first time so really there is the element of surprise it cought you by, but next time it won’t