LOD #55. The emotions.

There is a clear sensations, and it is automatic. There is a certain nature of it. I see someone and it triggers and passes right away. It is like a signal what is fine with me, what is not etc.

Most of things that I am doing are basically in a way making sure that the wrong kind of emotions do not triggers.

Before certain situations used to trigger it really bad like the time in tushita, the same situation do not trigger it that much. So it is not static but a changeable property.

It is just a signal not something to avoid or protect. The second thing that it might be possible that somethings will keep triggering this signal over and over for the whole life, like an animal near you.

This unbalance the mind for a little bit of the time.

The good thing is I don’t renumrate on these anymore.

If I know what I want in a situation it can easily be subordinate.

The emotions are attached to belief system. And is very affected by mind, it is also that I feel very comfortable near by some people and running away from some. That pegion made me want to stay away. I also felt many emotions in vipassana.