LOD #57. Familiar trail.
I called Avinash today. And the conversation flowed, in the end he asked so what your day look like, I said I meditated. Read… I felt a bit unclear. Unsure. After that I felt familiar sensation of unease in chest. Maybe I made a bad impression. Than I took a walk. And as I followed the trail.
I was seriously contemplating the job and all few hours back. Knowing very well this temporary trick of the mind. Getting married to lin. Etc.
Ofcourse this is the trick of the mind. And also there are different states that are coming up since you are not really speaking much these days. Let them come and get cleansed. The work I did was actually very good.
I was somewhat aware of it. The only thing better would have been If I continue down the road.