make a choice

I watched porn today, and I was flirting with sexuality. All the elements are there, all I have to do is make a commitment. How I wanna build my life. which direction I want to take my life.

In one way is possibilities, learning, satisfaction, meaning, balance. on the other hand ease, weakness, wasting life.

What I do starts to repeat. You have gone through the face of exploration and it is time to build.