Moving forward.

A new phase of life is starting within two days. I have invested heavily in programming in last one year and it was an engaging year, infect work was the center piece of it. At this point I am financially stable and technically capable. This is the time to take another round of risk, taking in account last year experiences. The another round of meditation should give you at least some depth in understanding.

Thinking what to do after vipassana is waste since the state of mind is going to be drastically different after the end of vipassana session.

There are some impressive growth in last 3 months, no ejaculation and not even much thoughts about it, regular 2 hours practice, solid technical knowledge, much better inner understanding. solid health. financially hitting 20lakhs +, experience of deep relationship, law book. there are slight looseness in routine but it is remarkable.

What I should do now is to plan the movement out from bangalore to delhi, see if you need to buy some clothes. make appropriate arrangements. and continue working on your skill. don’t waste time, thinking do after the vipassana.

Any looseness in routine is being caused by lack of inspiration and motivation and set the whole wheel of negative responses. learn to master the day.