moving on.

and so the last day in namshi ended. and I am free as a bird tomorrow. time has been so hactic and haste that I can’t feel much. even I am not really bothered to ask the question what should I do now. I just want to relax for while. and do not much. may be just read because I like doint it. I am also feeling very closed or whatever is opposite of vulnerable. I am feeling agitated and dull.

however there was this weired expereince happened today. along with me a gregarious person was leaving and everyone celebrated with cake. but I was also leaving and indeed only few people in my team knew and they didn’t prepare anything. last thing in the world i want was cake and celeberation. but it cretaed a bit of a uncomfortable situation. on the other hand I am not expert in these games. and thinking of people. I am sure even though I have clearly told what I am gonna do and everything in my body language must be conveying it. yet I can see just like my last manager some people will think this is the game I am playing. maybe this was another game they played. I could not care less.

just like faithful expectation I got into tamas mindset as I was about to leave.