not many options.

the problem I am facing is, I am not really sure what I need to execute and what is the parameter, how to access and thresold. also the concreteness of the domain in my mind is not installed yet.

on the other hand I have succeeded to cut down my options tremedeously. beside spritiuality, sociality, health, there isn’t anything I am intereseted at the moment. besically understanding nature of reality.

so one clear thing I need to implement is to cut down all the noise first. if it is not really belongs to the wheel of reality. cut it loose. atleast for next few months. or decide an outlet time daily and weekly but the noise will not get the best out of me.

this wheel is not just something, I find most important thing in my life. but I am insanely drawn into it. it is one of those things that pulls me like gravity.

the another important aspect is the resistance is the reality. and not having a ritual makes it much hard to compoundingly progress.

I don’t think there is any doubt about the direction of wheel. although there is a small tease of not enough. which I believe is an emotional component and will go away with momentum.

now the problem is what I want to do is too big and vague. and what I need to do here is to break it into the smaller, managable, concrete goals sort of thing. and than attack with ferocity.