On romantic relationship.

Namarata, Akshada, Renuka, The Austrilian girl, The amarican taxi, The falafel, The German ananda, The zostel girls from Delhi, The widow, Esabell, Fashion designers, German student, Preksha, The German teacher, isrially girl, shenaz, The kickboxer, the politician actor, the mathematician, ritika, Deepika, the indian window, polish girl, Rishikesh line, J, Lin….

I went a bit deeper with Namarata, Akshada, Renuka, Esabell, J, Ritika, Polish girl, Preksha, Lin..

Lin I went much deeper with.

Now the question is what do I want from all this really! Almost every aspect of relationship I had experinced. Dependency with Namarata, Intimacy with Lin, Similarity with J. Non-similarity with ritika, short lived with polish.

Lets start with what I don’t want! I don’t want dependency. To say that a relationship like Namarata. Or arrogance like shenaz. Non-similarity is only makes it hard and hard to sustain a relationship like ritika, there is only pulling.

A relationship like Lin seems more fruitful, there is similarity, heart to heart kinda connection. Not much dependencies. A sense of understanding and self suffeciency. Intimacy. The similar people were esabell, J, Renuka in a way.

All the other relationship do not stand a chance of time.

So lets say you find someone like these people, some one who is similiar, has a attraction, open hearted, intimate and sharing. What then. Do you want long term, short term, explore.

The one thing is short term and intimacy, knowing there is no longer prospect. Like the relationship with polish girl. This kind of relationship will give you more expeireince in the sense you would not want to do that after some time. On the other hand it can agitate mind in short term. The driving force is not the sexual desire but experince which in itself will lead to complete cession of underlying desire, for example the British girl would be a good person to explore. It isn’t very high priority or kind of unnecessary if you are into more serious relationship.

Serious but not committing relationship. These are the one you want at this moment, aligned and serious but not committing. The commitment is the problem. And a part of me didn’t feel good when I see other person need commitment.

Serious and committed. When you are very sure which you are not now. Sure about person as well as your decision of living together with someone. Then only do it. Not only in this area but in all area.

Now here is thing about life, it makes its move. Listen to it, and Dance with it. There will be more, J, Lin, German teacher, Australian girl…. dance with the tune, don’t hung up.