p3- when I am not in flow

so in the work today, even before that, It was clear that I am not in the samtha today. and In the work I was out of the flow. 1st goal was not clear, second work was too easy for me, fall into the relaxing/boring zone. than I try to be clever lets listen a good conversation while working. obviously create more noise. clarity on my personal goal was dusty. an polluted inspiration of starting up stir up.

a part of me felt like it’s too easy. too secure. too much waste of time. but than again I am writing with an state of agitated mind so I can’t take it that seriously.