playing too small !

a feeling of playing way too small is wandering in my mind. I like technology but doing a job or working on a framework is not certainly something that has any purpose for me. and being a guy who wrote linux is not very exciting to me.

what I really love about technology is, it’s an incredible channel that allows to express me with very less dependencies. also an incredible skill to live well in the world.

if I have to create a product, in isolated island for no one but myself, I would be running around for it. but the reality is my spiritual, financial and even too a point technical skill is not up to a mark right now.

but that doesn’t mean, it stops me from starting and researching and doing small stuffs. I wanna plant this seed but not at the cost of forgetting other seeds.

it must be an aspirational call not a refuge.