project house - nov/2015
there is only 15 days left in nov. and out of those 10 days I will be spending in tushita. so this month is sort of already full. although what I need right now is triming down the ego, solidfy the spiritual practice, just sitting in the cushion is not very beneficial. understand other practices and see If I can fuel some new life into this.
health has taken too much blow. I need to have some routine of knowing what to eat. and what exercise I can perform.
on the social front speically for realtionship I need to have an end to end simulation in place, some test and element of conversation kind of thing in place.
so I have 15 days in nov. in very peaceful place and retretat env. I will also be getting more clarity and a good soical opprtunity. I thing what I should do here is to reflect back on my life more and maturely and concrete the idea of what I am going to do in december and further more like stages. what are the noise and rituals. what is important and what is out of my hand. based on my past performance. come to the point with single minded decision what is best for me and what are the steps of execution like the way you knew when last time you spent time in bangalore. read your old post.
another angle is I will get an amazing opprtunity on social ground. I can make an amazing progerss there. but this is more of a distraction at the moment. let this part of life also flow with natural progression. and put your whole focus on solidifing and clearifing
health I can not do much about so leave it for a while. concentrate on eating the right amount with right way.
so the goal for nov. is to think throughly the direction. question everything. re question. build a concrete strategy and goals for dec or maybe further. what will you get once you reach goal. judge yourself based on what you have experienced so far. know your strength, know your weakness based on the data you have accumlated. know the noise you are going to face. know your stand clearly. polarize and solidify the state you want to reach. the month of december will be month of execution.
there is no need to hurry for social gratification. we will get there. keep your whole focus on this much for next 15 days.
but this is very vague. tell me how exactly to achieve it. and I have a sense of direction right now.
- go through your privious post and profile your self ( what I can expect from myself ) based on the data.
- question your current direction from all the angles.
- stagify your direction.
- create the ritual for dec, deadline to reach certain stages, exit form.
- identify and take your stand on noises.