QA #1

let me get some of the questions/doubt/confusion out of head to the screen.

Q1. I am not enjoying my work at all. infect I kind of hate it, why ?
A: I guess there is multiple angle to it. the grand daddy is I don’t have any reason or drive to be good at it. I don’t have any enthusiasm, emotion or passion to be good at. my heart is not into it. it is becoming the thing I purely do for money at the moment.

the second thing is, it is challenging, I don’t understand all the thing I do, the system is quite big and complex. I am pretty much struggling all the time.

the third thing is poor analytical skill. the very foundation of programming is solving complex puzzle. and somehow I developed a bit of run away from it quality.