autopilot.

I am waking up as late as I can. I am not exercising. in the meditation letting be taken over easily. In work I keep getting senselessly distracted. although things are fairly clear. but because I don’t have a clear tangible goal. distractions are easily overruling me.

so the real meat at the time is cultivating social skills. I have read several books and I am hungry of more information. although a background thought is there that how long you gonna just keep reading. even though I am making efforts regularly. as I know myself I want all in like 30 days bootcamp. but interestingly I don’t have enough knowledge to do so.
I know I will reach a point where I will like ok enough information lets play this game.

see the time is really a scarcity here. I have very very limited time for myself. so use it more wisely. I think it make sense to go full throttle on reading, understanding and building primary belief first than we can create 30 days bootcamp short of thing and implement while I am in dubai.

just so be very clear, lets wake up from tomorrow at 6(sharp). do your exercise and meditation take a bath by 7-7:20 and than read your book or write about what you understood. go to office. come back take a bath and meditate. have a nice dinner and read until you pass out. I don’t need to say yes to any other plan. lets figure this shit out first.