Qa #9

Q am I learning to live with these physiological unease or I am trying to get to a state where there is no more of these unease ?

to be honest I want to remove this unease but reality is I have to learn to live with them. all of these fear and greed and hatred. specially fear, they are like strong release of chemical or something in body, it put me in a very different state. one thing is very very clear is this huge physiological reaction. and this is completely out of my hand. it just happens. although I am usually quite aware when it was happening. at least in the case of fear. I usually don’t want to look when it is attachment.

the thing is I can learn a thing like dancing which scares me, and along the way loose the fear for it. but the same fear will be there in other places.

the amazing question is, is it possible to operate while I am feeling these. can I detach from it. it is quite evidently temporary. or is it something where I don’t actually have any control over my reaction.

can I gradually learn to be calm while these afflictions take place.