Realign - Release and realign.

The challange you are facing is your heart or chest area is exerting certain emotions and sensation. Your mind making voice of doubt that it will not work, giving protective suggestion. How do you relase it.

This is on the level of mind and heart and you, you are beyond it and should be able to handle it. It is just the state which is constantly changing. if I start to work and finish my work, this will change into the other direction.

You should be able to switch the state into the positive emotions and mental dialouge.

The positive dialouge would have been I am getting closer to the state of true happiness, and I will use this moment and accelerate. I much more wiser and than I was before. My social expertise are going beyond he roof, there is atleast 5000time improvement. I am living with Lin. So many experiments are taking me closer and closer to my purpose and work. Now not only I know what dozens of people did in bussiness and life. Health man, common I was breaking my leg to I am doing head stand. I can cook chapati and all.

Just sit down and remind your self what it is about, what you have done. Change the mental dialouge to positive one. And that will change the emotions. And will realign yourself.

You should be able to turn around the emotions and voice in your head in the direction that propel you forward and reinsert the purpose back to center peice.

I wanna grow every single moment. What is the solution. Life is too short for wasting any moment. Solve it and move forward. Than I also have to help a lot of other people as well. Release other people burden.

There is one more thing it might be possible that some samskara of past is being activated. Let it burn and relase and be free of it. Atbest it can slow down your productivity.