Redefine.
I feel this need of major refactoring and direction instead of continuing with small changes, I feel it because experimented I have done and data I have collected allow me to drastically change the course of direction.
I also went through many things which were kind of blockers and they are not blockers anymore so they generate the drive anymore.
There are several things like necessity of sitting in a cafe to work, or needing coworking space, need to talk to people around you. Sleeping in the afternoon. Running behind the girls, need of acceptance. Entertaining the impulses. Dealing with the paradox of change, playing the game of appearances.
A kind of complete reframe based on the experience and what is important. Needs to be done.