Relationship.

With Lin mind is oscillating in both sides. In a moment, it says “lets marry her ” in another moment “I should exit relationship with her”. I have some degree of attachment to her. Before mind says these things there is always a reason against which the case is made.

I have already written many times good and bad qualities of Lin. There are issue with her health, she might have some pyshco-somatic disease, she acts wired sometime… on the other hand she is independent, homely, cooks, take care of home, I like being around her. and she doesn’t bother. We know each other from more than 2 years. Other people I met so far, in general are not even in radar. and relationship takes time to build. Sex, and meditation.

The relaionship with Lin has dragged to long, a part of me also feels I am just being weak here. On the other hand I am experienced.

I need to define what is relationship.