Relationship 2.0

The relationship is about supporting each other in their journey through life, providing love and social support, it is about depth where you know other person deeply, what she is going through. the commitment opens up the door for the building life together…

The relationship is not about physical attraction, although I do feel attraction, it is not about controlling another person to fulfill your desire. It is not a way to avoid loneliness and meaninglessness.

Lin is a simple person, who is independent financially and contributing in building the life together. she is homely and love to cook and love to take care of home. She is agreeable and non arrogant and I love her presence when she is sleeping next to me, hugging me, kissing me, walking together laughing. We both like yoga, healht, spirituality, unconventioanl life. she doesn’t smoke, drink, eat meat, or there is not a lot of family interference.

Her physical health, waking up in the night, leathargic, digestion issue, rahses, weak eyesight. it affects the way she behave. it annoys me, she is trying her best, and it could be you as well. If I was not self centric I may even like serving her.

She is 2 years older than me gone through abortion, her friend circle, he mental state, It makes me afraid and emrbarrsed, I can get a better deal. You can always get a better deal, and 2 year older is a belief, you should know what you want instead.

Sometimes she walks away in the night, sleep alone, go to doctor alone, silent in auto, It is irritating, frustating, and disturbing, she should be agreeable and compliant. Something is happening that she doesn’t want and she doesn’t want and she is revolting, and sometimes it is just the part of the deal.

Why she talks about marriage, and husband, presion and broken flower, I feel fear and irritation, she should not be talking about marriage at all. She is sharing her point of view.

All the jealousy and possisivness, she likes you and afraid that she will loose it so she is afraid.