Relationship from Lin point of view.

From the starting her intention was the long term relationship. She was willing to do all things for me. I was leading and she enjoyed it, she was happy with my leading and she following.

She brough gifts, she also accepted the less sex. She accepted me not messaging her. Although she would prefer we have morning sex.

I broke her heart once and then twice, she accepted. and then she was still nice to me, ofcourse my behaviour of kind of rejecting her again and again started to create a negative voice inside her, and it grew.

Ofcourse her expectation are not being matched and that was in her behaviour keeping the close door, sleeping her room, throwing my clothes in bed, leaving things as it is. Why I can’t love unconditionally. She start to get into the dark place.

She opened her door every time I asked her, while I didn’t when she needed me. Gosh she needs me. She keep compromising and keep coming to me while I keep in a way thinking about the relationship from my point of view.

It is extremely hard for her to live the way she is living, Stop being purely selfish and also consider how relationship can enrich her life as well.

She can have a home, she can have a certianity of someone being there when she gets sick.

You get to live in a relationship and learn how to build a relationship that enriches you.

She also get to live in India with Visa. and work here. We can do Yoga together, and live together.

She has been extremely patient with me.

She also has this quality of reciprocation.

And man you will be done with this whole search of partner.

 
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