Relationship puzzle. Attraction , Need, Freedom.
Until you have these conditioning if you see some girl, you are going to feel attracted. Period. It is getting weaker and weaker now. It has nothing to do with the relationship though.
If you are living alone and there is a discomfort that you imagine will be resolved after relationship. It will not, because the discomfort is the pattern of byproduct of thoughts,
Freedom, a relationship provide some degree of security and some degree of compromise of freedom. There is shock absorption and then there are some obligations.