Relationship. The Good Part.

It feels good when she play around me, wrap her arms around me, make a joke, laugh, the self is peeking from her. Playing.

It feels good the way she depend upon me. How much she likes me, her genuine kisses and hugs. Affection.

It doesn’t feel good to sleep alone, working hard and living alone. It feels good her head snuggling in my chest. Lonliness, Belonging.

She can share her pain with me, she cooks food and breakfast for me. Take care of my clothes and help me in any way she can. Helping and Sharing.

It is quiet intense pleasure when it comes to intimacy, and the deep comfort makes it more fun and exploring this part. Intimacy.

There are expectation of her going to be unmet and met. So will there be expectation for me. Conflict.

She affects me and I affect her upto certain degree. Or her need of affection and my need of affection they affect each other.

At one side being lonely or going through the life on the other side living with some one like her and have certain degree of teamwork, affection and belonging. The underlying, deep underlying aspect is weather you are happy by yourself or you need someone to start with. And the brutal truth is I am not just happy by myself, I am not intensely unhappy, but certainly not full of joy.

There comes the time when you will be boared form all this, and social aspect as well. And might even become a dead weight that you need to carry.