Relationship what it takes and give.

When I was living in Dharamshala, I was feeling sense of loneliness in a way. I was working towards freedom and understanding, but was craving ins some way the company of someone in the evening. I was also feeling a bit disoriented as house, routine, direction..

I was imagining the fantasies in the morning. And I hated it. Now I am playing though them. Increasing or understanding them.

Then there was this desire to have someone when I come back home. Now Lin is here mostly greeting, hugging etc. Sometime cooking at home, sometime going outside.

Sometime it is quiet happy like the time we went to vatsalya, sometime quiet silent like the time in brewsky.