resignation.

this sunday I will be giving my resignation from namshi and will be moving forward with my life. this conversation is not going to be particularly easy for me. so I should atleast write some honest reply for general query that would be coming from my team lead.

why I am resigning from namshi ?
to be honest I decided to this 3 months back. I was never this guy who wants to be team lead and all. when I move to dubai. my goal was primarily to look inside and solve my finances. I was excited about technological skill development. but It was not my primary focus. now when I have enough money and coming out of internal discoveries. I don’t see any point to work anymore.

beside It kills me to work 9-6. to exchange my hours with money. to exchange my freedom with money. specially when I know how valuable this is. I don’t see it as a default. I just don’t see any point in working anymore. and working everyday 9-5 is painful. my state of the mind is agitated.

what do you want to do after this ?
I don’t really know. all I know is for the next month I will be going to mountains. retreat and read books. and than decide what to do may be travel, maybe retreat. may be something else. but what I am sure is, I will not be working. or starting a company. most probably educating myself.

what namshi gave you ? what did you like here ?
The one thing I loved here is everybody technically know what they are doing. If I am working with hosam I can count on him this makes working super fun. than I always somewhat I knew what I have to do. and alex were giving me constant push.

and most important of all mentally it help me to bring down a lot of social conditioning which i inherited from indian culture.