Resolve.

Resolve to be in the game and play the game, live, and stop the nonsense. The challenge I am facing right now is what to do. this is not extremely clear.

What I don’t want to do, is live a passive life, and feel like shit. Let other people decide what I should do with my time and life. That is the worse form of the life.

What I don’t want to do is kind of withdraw. A sense of give up.