Retreat #03.

The Voice - Since I wake up voice talk about actions, once I do the reaction and the whole process starts, If I don’t it continue talking about taking the action. It is these desires that keep creating the thoughts. Once the desire fulfilled that thought ends and next craving arises. It keep using all new information for creating more and more same underlying desires. The beliefs try to protect themself.

There are two ways to act. One based on mental conditioning, and second based on understanding. The mental feels right but it is a senseless loop, The intellectual one does not feel right but brings sweet fruits.

Mind is just a mind, It is just a radio why I am keep getting identified with it.

There is value in the pain, since it tells something needs to be changed. If I am unhappy I am looking at the shortcoming of my life.

These desires are cascading, Desire for headstand, desire for number one, desire for appreciation, the sense of incompleteness.

Attachment to sensations cause desires, How can I let go of my naive attachments.

Hone ka ahsas.