revisiting my values

I’ve been diving deep into technical stuffs lately so I think before moving to pune I should zoom out and revisit my values to make sure I am on the right path.

lets start with my compass.

ego:

most of the time I spent was in solitude so behavioural data is very less. yet I could say, I didn’t try much to Impress anyone or let’s say I was in healthy relationship with this. I didn’t try for more. I definitely handled things with humility and grace. but I think I failed to remember that everyone is trying to be happy just like me. and spot cognitive fusion. I was definitely in right direction. but I need to practice these 2 things for this month.

craft

surely I made a lot of progress here totally allow myself to emerge in it. artistic nature of things specially mastering the tools take time and I respect the patient I’ve demonstrated. in a long time I’ve put that much effort in anything and enjoyed the process. I’m surely in right path. the whole point was to enjoy the work and indeed I did the same. and the same should be remembered for this month

wisdom

so far the idea was to get your mind in samatha with meditation. and I would say there is definite improvement in the direction. I am also realising how much of beliefs are just media made. read several books. I also handled health from very deferent angle this time. I would continue doing the same.
although I forget every now and then about volunteer struggle is the whole point and add ‘assan hai’ mantra into it. later experiential knowledge.

compassion

as mention in wisdom there is surely improvement in state of mind but I surely need to work on remembering cognitive fusion and the fact that everyone is trying to be happy but some people got it wrong. and please don’t give advice you have not implemented in your life.