Lin.

The romantic relationship are too close. It can be a sevear hinderance for the spiriutal growth and can be very strong in terms of mental stimulations.

One of the thing that went off with lin was she had a lot of expectation from the relationship, and she had no perticular personal goals. She wants to be a yoga teacher, but it is not that she really wants to be the yoga teacher in that case unwillingly I became center of her life. And she endup having a lot of expectation from me.

I end up not caring about her at all and only caring about myself. She is like a little child who needs protection and direction. Also because she is not speaking much and asking for the much, I did most of thing keep my comfort in mind and didn’t care about her.

She took too much work on her and later she started to regret it and did it unwillingly, I could have atleast clean the bed but I let that on her.

She shared her home and participated in the relationship with hope, I did it as an experiment and was a drug provider.

Her way of speaking in public is quiet rude and it can not be overlooked.

There is also constant back and forth messages and all which occupy the space in the mind.

There are many things she needs to process, and her health. she has all kind of mental ideas.

In last one year I saw many ups and down of being in a relationship.