self realization or calm mind.

the most important thing is clearly the calmness of mind as it dictate the experience it self. and there is no doubt in my mind or heart this is the number 1 priority. than there is this aspect of reality in terms of construct like thoughts, feeling, emotions. and I think it could be observe with calm mind. this is something I feel very excited about and looks somewhat doable. inherent in this, is the idea of renunciation. the more I understand these construct the more I am able to get out of there grip and let them go.

than there is this idea of unitative consiousness. or the god. the ultimate natuer of reality, this seems the spiritual nucleas. but neither looking for it excites me, nor it seems like it can be looked for directly.

what make sense to me is to calm your mind and esatiblish yourself in the reality of this realm. and this seems to me an appropriate and desirable spritiual goal.