Sex.

There are two component of intimacy, one is non sexual affection, like kisses, hugs and psysical contact. The other is sex itself.

The kisses, hugs and all that feels good on the whole body level. There is this valvet like feeling. Sometimes I carried away and do it until it becomes kind of annoying.

In the sex there are fantasy like sex which is mental image match. And then there is normal, regular sex.

The emotion of sexual desire stimulate the pubic region.

The pull of sex is very strong. And I have done things out of possession of it which I normally won’t do.

Then unwillingly it becomes suppressing.

This totally devastated me in last month, I am on regular rythem now.

I would rather prefer to live life without this desire.

The bare minimum is the balance. And then regularity.