sixen.

Few days back I met sixen, I didn’t ask for it tired. She just came and sit in front of me, and has a nice conversation and I asked her phone number and today she came out from no where practically conversing non-verbally for me to ask her out. She seems like my type. And tomorrow there is a dinner.

Now at the moment my focus is major recalibration and I haven’t got to the point of social. So in a way I am unsure, and my impulsive reaction is to go out and go far.

Recalibration is far more important. And if this is going to produce any disturbance you have to let go.

She is here for couple of days, if I get intimate I might feel good but it will take a serious hit on my equanimity. And then I had to deal with all these memories. Sex will only disturb things.

Go and hang out have pizza and good conversation and good time. But if things get heated up, clarify that your priority is something else at the moment.

It is the nature of life that it will bring constant flow of experience and people.