Social recalibration - friendship with J.

When I am in Bangalore I do meet her every other weekend. And we kind of spend the whole day. And basically talk about what she is doing what I am doing and than some time gets deeper where I end up advising, or we end up discussing about things like relationship.

This feels good release from constant work or being alone. How that meeting will be depends on the state of mind I am in. If in the state of self doubt it will not feel good.

Sometime there is a synergy and time collapse, sometime it takes a lot of work and not clicking. Sometime I tried hard to make it fun.

There is a part of me who wanted to explore this companion relationship. So there is an element of learning and I was putting a lot of effort too.

Then some time I met her without any strong expectation. At the time she was sick.

Whatever is being talked usually stay for sometime in my mind.

The foundation is somewhat strong commality. Spiritual interest | yoga |