Social Recalibration - Happiness | Suffering.

Accptance | Rejection - respect | disrespect. verbal | non-verbal. In the mind I try to impress everyone all the time. Giving them advice. Proving them wrong. Correcting them. This takes so much space in my mind. In reality I feel good when someone likes me, accept me, aprasie me. I don’t like it when someone didn’t get happy seeing me. There are many types of acceptance and rejection. conversation with someone who share the same belief system. When someone praise you.

Winning - there is a compatitive happiness, I feel good when I am winning, I feel not so good when people around me doing better, I compare them and beat them in my mind. I don’t seems to do it more now. Akhil | Anurag why there relationship will fail and all. Reaveendra seems to enjoy it now. Happiness of pride.

Sensual Intemacy - there are thoughts of domination and submission and intimacy. The voice, image and sensations. There are the one creates strong desire of intimacy. And they are the most offset from the reality. Sex does feel good, but it is nothing like imagining all these crazy things.

Using | Being Used - there is interdependence in the world, people need help of other people. Fair deal is to give and take, in reality often it becomes getting their way by seducing | manipulating | using force. Even if I hold my end of the deal, there is no garuntee that other person will do, and often he will not.

Sharing | Gripping - there is happiness when someone try to share, and unhappiness is associated when someone try to grip it.

Self-expression - when seeing a child expressing self, or sixen making childish face, it wants to make it love them.

Compassion - seeing someone struggling in the absense of ego,