Social Recalibration - Relationship.

What I call people is nothing but bundle of beliefs with attachements to them, a sens of I with self image, selfishness and self expression. Chasing images, people, places, food. The defination of people are changing based on my understanding of myself.

In the relationship with mom. She wants to take care of me, she wants to make food, wash clothes, make me comfortable. She shouts and try to seduce me to do things that she wants me to do, getting married and all. Then she always wants me to come home.

My father seems to be happy seeing me atleast last time. He feels happy when I give him money, even try to impress me by showing me how he spend so much money on vegetables and all. He could be selfish and withdraw given the situation. He wants to impress other people as well.

Prachi seems to oscillate in her zone as well. She has her own selfish and egoistic side where she could be rude and heartful for other people. I won’t share anything, and when she is centered she can make kilos of breakfast.

Bhai could be argumentative, judgemental, proving me wrong. He could start doing things for me, buying stuff, paying for movies or not paying for pop corns.

I could be very talkative or silent [ Kavita ] based on my desires and state of mind. Going every day at home to Lin, not sending her message for months.

[ when people are happy they start to give according to their belief of whatever makes other people happy ]