Social recalibration - The Field.

Fundamentally there is only few types or states and their expected behaviours. All | most of these states can be accessed inside myself.

self importance | controller | aggressive - I don’t give a fuck about anything other than myself. Me at the time of railway station. Prachi’s cutting me of the puja, Akhil’s self importance, there is so many ways it expresses it self.

self deprecation | compliant | passive - I have such a poor idea of myself that I don’t think I deserve, get out of the way, withdraw, not taking any reponsiblity, looking at other and doing that. Not being able to ask what they want. Me at the time of cricket, leaving namshi. Jitander [innov8], Sohail while doing all these magazine work for free. Lin at some level maybe cooking in the morning.

manuplative | passive aggrasive - trying to get their way without taking the responsibility. This normally everybody does when confronted, I didn’t mean that. And people Anurag become crafty to get what they want.

Because I judge other people based on all kind of belief, I am afraid others are doing the same with me. Or maybe they are, but the fear is attached with me judging.