Soical Recalibration - Practicing Compassion.

I understand it’s importance, deeply understand it. Infect in this interdependent world, no matter what you do you will have to serve other people, there is no other way around. You have every opportunity to serve.

I know all my problem are rooted in selfishness, and no matter what I will do or understand there is no way I can ever satisfy this. Or live a satisfied life with having self importance.

I have practiced or tried to practice compassion. Spending 1 hour writing blogs, watching videos of hero’s. Volunteering in ashatyien, giving fruits to beggars.

But when I see others are also doing the same, I stop doing it. In a way I found I am being used, other person really doesn’t need any help, even in the case of prosthetic leg Amma was suffering in every sense and she was even greateful her smile said it.

Another point was even i go to ahsaiyen wasn’t feeling it, i wasn’t feeling their pain. I can pretend to but I wasn’t.

The compassion is default if I can dissolve the self centeredness and self comfort, even the primal ego. All these preferences comes into the way.

As I am becoming more aware of the voice and taking it less seriously, I can actually practice sharing and compassion even though it doesn’t feel right. That practice can also give me the chance of readjusting my beliefs and relasing some of the self ceterdness.