spiritual re-calibration - self-expression.
When there is agenda and desires. in the moment things start to move by itself, no effort. and time collapses. a conversation with J. reaveendra, kissing lin.
I can also totally absorb into the work | meditation. I can also be absorbed in movies.
there is an automatic response some people I feel comfortable to talk to [ taxi ] and some people averse me [ moda ]
complete lost of ego, leads to intense experience of self. this can not be created but only trusted.
there is no sense of time and completely present in the moment. self security required here. the experience is superior, ofcourse voice try to recreate it.
people like michel singer and mahatma gandhi puts their whole life on this trust that they will be shown the way.
there is another external element like ananda and Lin present themself without me trying much hard and somehow very much perfect than I could search for myself. there many unwanted thing also happens. ipad get disabled.
If I am insecure it is hard to access. and then I don’t get to decide what voice will say. i try to qualify, when I am secure, I don’t take severe attack personally