Spiritual Recalibration - process of experience.

There is this wall of belief, the personal agreements and truth. Like a silent wall everything is being judge against it, weather I do it or someone else. All the wants and desire spring from it.

A desire is an offshoot of a belief, it could be a desire to impress someone, or avoid certain experiences, or matching some image.

With desire comes emotion, intensity of sensation is parameter of how intense desire is. An internal reaction bound to happen but an external reaction is in hand. If not entertain it becomes feeble.

After reaction to desire come the self justification, reality generally don’t match the expectation created by image. Because we really believe our beliefs are true and need to be right, we start to justify and refute reality.

This indigested experience turns into the memory, and we play the same game inside our mind, trying justify the reality to match our beliefs, or creating scenarios to fill our desires, at least in the realm of memory. This memory becomes the cause for another desire.