Spiritual recalibration.

This is a long game, maybe it will even last for the life time, it is not sprint at all. It needs daily, humility oriented effort, loosing up a belief at a time. Making a little more effort at a time, freeing myself a little bit more at a time. It will take it’s time and let it take it.

What I can do is built this daily practice. And do it with inspiration effort everyday and keep increassing my knowledge and understanding.

The practice really is meditation in the morning and evening, reading a book that keeps me inspired and a meditation retreat after every 3 months. See every night with humility what didn’t work and what worked.

I can force myself mores and finish all the Upanishad and all. But will that serve any purpose! I can’t run away from the life. Be ok when you are in the state of any confusion.

The practice is fundamentally waking up 5, doing yoga for an hour and then meditation. In the evening meditate for an hour, read 3-5 sutra. Then write it down how was the day.