Spiritual recalibration - Memory.

Memory is the left over of the experience. Some experience wasn’t pleasant [ Alex wedding ], most of the unpleasant memories are rejections, some experiences were very pleasent [ kissing Lin | 36 question with J. ] acceptance, some experiences were nutral [ talking to grandma ]

Another layer of unpleasant situations are directionlessness, confusion, hustle, bored, they feel extremely unpleasant at the moment, but I do not seems to renumerate in those experiences.there are planning though.

The intensity of experience is decided by physical sensation, if the sensation is strong, it is going to become memory.

The desire is to impress others is underlying cause.

Fixing the memories, imagining are two constant source of chatter from the voice.

There are indigested experience and fully digest. Something didn’t match the belief and now fixing it with rationalizing and judging. On the other hand good experiencing creates want. Both are pulling away from the center.

There is also imagining of similar sutation in future and solution seeking.

Now the question is wether voice come first or sensation.