spiritual sunday #11
a very good week. the major highlight of the week is I followed morning ritual quite nicely. included guiding principle in morning ritual. start getting my nerve back. two major thought occupied my mind, understanding and getting rid of my fear and technical aspiration. I am also totally in love with coming to cafe in the morning and work on myself
last night only I saw a powerful rebellion from my mind where I almost give up on attachment while I was facing an empty stretch of time. all the sudden mind gripped me, lured me and I was about to choose mental gratification over self respect. but unlike previously I fought back and won. a clear poc of “you have a choice”.
back in my mind, I am quite happy that I have such perfect sandbox to work on my self here. this is indeed a golden opportunity. and I really want myself to understand it.
spritiuality - I don’t need to say that how happy I am about doing morning and evening meditations. and I am also quite happy about including guiding principle meditation in the morning. now for this week I would like to work on my fears exclusively. and it would be really nice if I can include technical aspiration in guiding principles. but none the less fear is number one priority for the week.
health - I am so very very happy with the morning ritual I have in place worked out 6 days this week, eat healthy food. and i am feeling indeed great stable breath, no cough, enduring focus, and did I just felt my stomach tightness. amazing. for this week I would like to do 3 diff session of cardio and 3 session of body circuit.
work - I like the way alex leading me into the work. I learnt nginx last week I am feeling quite comfortable with namshi tech stack. for this week I am leading my first project. and i really want to give it my best shot. I am very familiar with technology. I want to do this project with integrity and professionalism. also help other people genuinely in the project to lift up. listen what they are saying. share as much as you can. communicate your expectation. there is a lot to be learn in this project specially about leadership. think how could everyone in the project can experience flow.
it is obviously not just about getting technical job done. it is way more than that. so lets know your stuff deeply and learn how to help and lead.
family - quite nice, i would defiantly need a financial understanding of home.