spiritual sunday #34

this week started with small internal fear that I might lost the momentum. and than I went to search room. that was a tipping point. few days I spent searching home. than I finalize one moved here yesterday night and now righting this post form here. this was quite hectic kind of week. I was reading the charisma myth and how to dress like a man. kind of confused. thought of leaving this place was circling.

*spirituality - * I was doing mediation poorly, infect 20-24 min seems like a lot in some cases. I am sort of drifting from here. one good thing I started doing was these QAs’. definitely I need to rethink the framework, the big picture here. don’t just run around.

*work - * yesterday I just sat in the office for whole day. didn’t really do anything. I didn’t work on analytical mind. there is very less pull and a lot of push from me.

*health - * I am guessing that I worked out 1 day this week. I was purposefully eating the bad food. and I am clearly feeling unhealthy from inside.

family - my father went to jabalpur. brother is into new job thing. and everything else seems quite ok. or may be at this moment I don’t care that much.