spiritual sunday #38

this was again a quick week. I was mainly hooked with this book The game. i read this whole book in weekdays which is around 400 pages. I also loved audible and kindle combo of reading books. interestingly I am getting more confident in social scenarios. I wrote a lot of post in journal about the teasing situation I found myself. and as a matter of fact. this sunday i will be resigning from namshi. a day I was waiting from sometime. and dedicate full time on myself. sleeping 2 oclock and waking 9:00.

spirituality - I do meditation everyday. which is turning more into sitting quite and still for 20 minutes. as like on explosion of every strong conditioned belief. I was feeling disappointment with rage. it was like but I was playing fair. the more I understand this social dynamics the more its ugly face comes forward. the illusion peoples are putting is dropping in front of my face. peoples face with deception is cracking. frame is turing 180 degree. a sense of power is luring me in. realizing this is the most beneficial thing happened since I moved here in dubai.

work - It was somewhat normal. a lot of meeting, this and that. I was more interested in watching peoples body language than what they were saying. I can’t help but see how games of people are getting them what they want. how I was keep getting robbed because of fairness. and how peoples are using their motives behind this contract of social politeness. how well an outer world reflect the inner world specifically and generally.

*heath- * I started to eat right. I did 4 session of max30/t25. I would be taking it more seriously for last 4 week.

*family- * I lost my temper once. I was getting irritated by constant negative and fearful attitude towards life from my parents. I remedy quickly and I was also bit internally disturbed this week.