Spiritual Sunday #40

In hurry and hactic state. I finished. Reading autobiography of yogi than read surrender experiment and now reading boundaries. I somewhat feels like I am not in the situation to make wise choice or even attempting to look deeper into me. Something inside me is afraid. So I am going for tangible progress. I don’t really know what I am doing. Or would be doing. Reading some of these books are building this faith that I will be guided. Finally Alex broke the news to team that I am leaving.

sprituality I am looking for sign and help. I am continuing meditation but keep getting up early than 20 minutes. I am feeling more afraid in social situation. Clearly unbalanced.

work work was quite demanding. And interestingly my team leads behavior was getting a bit cranky But we delivered on time with grace. I also saw first time in cs office that everyone was using agent zero.

health not only I didn’t work out. But I am also feeling some weakness specially in my leg.

family I am loosing my composure in hard situations.