spiritual sunday #46

this was a bit of roller coster week in terms of experience. I somewhat read 33 stratigies of war, fallinginto and NLP. I also moved my old posts to ipad. In anada I met larah and spent some time talking to her. at the last day I had some interesting talks with dharana about sankhya and his experiences of meditations. they gave me singing farewell. than moved to pune and had a road trip to goa a bit on the trance. we moved from calangute, avibom, arambol. getting a crashing place for a day in golden park. and spent next night in the beach. we spent a lot of time on beach hotels kind of place. talked. nonesense if not unnecessary.

spiritual sanity- I meditated more than an hour when I was in ananda. I was in a good mental state most of the time. although I am sensing a bit of egotistic raise in my awareness. another thing I am somewhat struggling with is, how to properly deal with different kind of people.

social reality - this week was jam packed with experiences. and I was also more aware about what is heppening around me. I was also trying to note down the startegy sort of thing but it was really not helping. time with lara was quite helpful to see my current state with female counterpart. and I pushed it a bit further. my encouter with prishya was putting some light on my state of dealing with a pushy people. lih was showing me how a jealous, egoistic and denial driven perosn behave. taw was exposing player in him. how manuplative people get their ways. and dharna shows me how good it feels to be talking to a person who is not snatching something from you. but willing to give. how does it look to be with a person like you.

health - I was eating healthy. and choosing more often right food. although I wasn’t aware of the way I was eating but I was eating more often right amount of food.

experiment - goa trip and lara encouter were test experiment. reading NLP and falling into were knowledge experiments.