spiritual sunday #49

diwali week at home. I was sort of hibernating, a good family time, some reading, and a lot of sleeping pretty much explain the week. there is something in the air of morena, I can not seems to be able to work, or do any productive thing here. I was reading kriya yoga seceret revealed, raja yoga and kriya yoga, and daily rituals.

spiritual sanity - this was a poor week in that sense but I was not loosing my temper. even though I was not doing nothing the whole day, yet I was able to squeeze one 20 minute gatka. there was very less self control. actucally I wasn’t able to see any meaning in self control.

health - no exercise and pretty much no control over food. although I was more conscious about the quantity of food.

social - I wasn’t reading or stimulating anything social. I wasn’t engaged in anything unncessery. when I was talking to people like ramlakahn, syamu and all. I didn’t really tried to add anything in conversation. a dominante thought was I am not much interested to engage socially with everyone, and I have no obligation to do that and it’s useless and disturbing to do so.