spiritual Sunday #57

I started to follow ritualistic lifestyle, posponded vippasanna retreat. Pyschoanalyse some of my conversations, draw four agreement, influence, thinking fast and slow. was reading $100 startup and thinking fast and slow. having some interesting time in unboxed. I observe what people are saying, re-listen the conversation, very happy with 2/1 rule. there is a strong pull of understanding human pyschology. I went out for this group hang out for humau tomb. I had chat with Raveendra,

More often I am doing 5-6 Gatkas of 30-1 hour. mostly pulled by need, and intuation. it kinds of dry me down in the end. coming home late and than had to compromise with meditation. I need to find a new place as well.

spiritual sanity - I am meditating morning 24 mins and evening 20/40 but in last 2 days I couldn’t find the time to do 40 mins one. I am also feeling a bit more egoistic watch it carefully.

social reality - this is pulling me, but clearly I want to study it 1. just out of curiosity and interest and 2. it doesn’t feel right. the main problem is things are not clear in my head on a implementation level, and hurrying the process makes not much sense. so I am gonna continue studying this further for a while. analysing a conversation and recognizing the subtext is also very benifical

health - I believe I am eating right amount at the best.