Spritual recalibration - element of experience.
I am more aware of action reaction inside my mind. I can observe and let be most of the part.
There is a voice inside my mind, speaks non-stop morning to morning. If follow leads to very dissatisfactory state, if not follow keep changing. It is very tempting and easy to follow.
There is a will I can decide to move my hands, think a thought, sit in the presence of the voice, act between the noise. It seems to be sharp and blunt at times.
There is a intelligence. And it constantly work, either justify, understand something. Connect dots…
There is this this senes of I, who takes thing personally, get offended, who is this I, there is a sense of continuity from the beginning, even though my beliefs has changed, my physic has change. But it is there.
There is this self expression, when I am secure and centered, time seems to collapse. Intense experience, there is no effort or plan.